Uffda!!

Uffda!!! That is all I can say right now....I have felt on the verge of tears all night!!! I can't explain...I think it is a combination of some struggles with being out here, lack of sleep, being frustrated with myself, and feeling pulled in 900 directions at once! At this point I just want to go home and crawl in my bed with my heating pad and my snuggly blankets! This entry is not really worth reading because I am only venting and don't really have much to say I guess. I have been working on a menu for the next 2 months but now that I look back at it, it doesn't look real healthy and I need to be working on that...I feel like I am gaining weight faster than I blink! I also played some old school Nintendo at work tonight...LOVED it!! I have been reading a book called "Barefoot" by Elin Hildebrand and it is pretty good! This is just a random collection of thoughts at this point...I am trying to get some things down in writing so I don't have to think about them so much! I am out...soon to hit my pillow for a loooong time!!!